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tokana's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Simple Statements I love C. I really do. I love that we do so much together. Recently I've been kinda bummed because I've been without him so much. But after tonight I'm grateful for his absence. I went out and had a really fabulous time with some of his pilot buddies and their girls. I was a fifth wheel yes, but I really enjoyed it. Would I have enjoyed it as much with C? Of course. But it was nice to establish that I am my own person. To give my newly found friends a chance to get to know me. Not the C and Sara me, but just me. What's more is that we had a great time. It sounds silly, but it is really nice to have someone tell you You know, you're a hell of a lot cooler than I ever thought you would be based on first impressions. I could be offended and get all worried about what kind of first impression I give, but instead I'm just glowing to know that, given the chance, I can prove to be a 'pretty cool gal'. The biggest deal of the night for me, and again, this is silly, but if you know me you'll understand. I met a new girl today, one of the pilots is terribly smitten with her and she's in town visiting him. We hung out most of the day and when we hugged goodbye tonight she told me that she plans to come back for another visit next month, but only if her and I can hang out for a day just the two of us I really like you she said I'm excited to have made a new friend. That's a big deal for me. Like I said, if you know me you understand why. After sitting here and analyzing the night just a bit and realizing how much the silly, simple, blunt statements meant I am going to put out an extra effort to be as blunt with others. I'm really good at telling people what I think when it's negative (my family reguarly 'sticks me on' people they're not happy with, waiters and such) I need to be as blunt when it's positive. You never know how much that one, blunt statement can mean to someone. Even if I never get to hang out with this girl again, her simple statement made a big impact. 2:20 a.m. - September 24, 2005 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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