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tokana's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Cryptic Emotions So, something happened last night and while I am writing this to document the event I am also bragging on myself a bit in the process. You see, I had a major break through. Last night C and I ended up, without any preamble actually, in a deep conversation about where our relationship is and how we both feel about it. This may seem quite amazing since the relationship is only three months old, however it's turned into an completely unexpected adventure and the conversation, believe it or not, was appropriate. So, we cuddle up for the first time in days (thanks to complicated work schedules) and without any real build up, we find ourselves in this conversation. Now, I bet you're thinking, particularly if you know me well, that I am about to tell you all of the details and results of this unexpected conversation. Well, I hate to disappoint, but you're wrong. With C I feel like I want to keep everything, all of the details to myself, they're just so delicious and enjoyable that no one but us is worthy of being allowed in to where we are. I know that might sound selfish or even slightly fantasylandish. But it's where I am. All I am going to say about our conversation is that there were expected surprises and that is was wonderful. As far as me documenting things, well, all I have to say is that I was able to get to - and be comfortable in - a place that I've never quite gotten to before and I love it here and C is completely supportive of that and that just makes him even more wonderful.
7:23 p.m. - January 18, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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